fallout27forever

       It’s been a while. I guess in the grand scheme of me uploading these journals it hasn’t  been that long but I still feel like I haven’t wrote one of these for a while. This is yet another time for me to take about my insecurities and depression so since you probably don’t want to hear about that I suggest you go now.       To begin this I suppose I’ll talk about my issues with my father. Him and I have been growing more and more distant and a couple months before Christmas I stopped coming over to his house regularly. I don’t know what triggered this but I know it was my fault. Looking back I was th

(Sorry for spelling mistakes or grammatical errors) Just as the title says, hello. It's definitely been a while since I've done one of these, mainly because my teacher is straight from hell and I've been getting even less sleep than usual. I though because the urge to kill myself is especially strong tonight I should do one of these even though I have a crap ton of homework.          I also finally told me mom about all of this crap so now she knows. She doesn't ask anything about it though, just sent me to a psychologist. I feel like I'm just going through my life meaninglessly and simply. I don't truly think that I'm living but just merely

I'm back and will probably be entering things in these journals more often. The reason for that is because school is back and so are needing to suppress my emotions. For all of you out there that don't want to hear me talk about my petty life, you might just want to turn around right now. Also if you're seeing this right now, hi MissMangame31. Well I suppose with that let's begin!    I'm at least 94% sure that I have depression now so that's interesting. My sleep pattern have been more off that usual so I get at least 2 hours on average to be alone with me thoughts. I've realized how stupid it is that I'm depressed and complaining about it